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I saw her approaching from a distance, and I just remember thinking how gorgeous she looked. When she came back, she asked to meet me at a boardwalk near us, so I did. Anyway she had to go to her family's for a few days. I went to her house, and we just hung out and I consoled her as much as I could. Then one day as we were fighting, she told me that her grandfather passed away so all the fighting stopped and I literally ran to be by her side. Anyway, I was frustrated by this which lead to us arguing about it. She had broken up with her boyfriend a few months prior to that, and we were hooking up for a while, but she wasn't ready to go into a relationship. I know that seems very cliché, but the events leading up to it were pretty emotional for the both of us. "The best kiss I ever had was with this girl who I was madly in love with, on a pier by moonlight. How men can make women feel comfortable on datesĨ. It was like the world stopped and we melted together." We were hiking some trails and stopped next to a small pond.
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"It was my first kiss with my girlfriend on our second date. It's been many years since my first real kiss and I still think back to it in fondness." ħ. I also felt really angry afterwards of being robbed of those kinds of experiences in my youth, but there wasn't much I could do at that point except live in the moment. It felt natural and pleasurable and I couldn't get enough of it. I finally understood why people enjoyed kissing and intimacy. " The first time we kissed my entire world exploded. It wasn't until I moved away from that area, became un-brainwashed, and accepted that I was gay that I went on my first date with a guy.
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I had a few girlfriends and hated doing anything with them (holding hands, kissing, etc) and never understood why anyone liked it. This was really distressing when puberty came around and deep down I knew I was attracted to guys. "Growing up in a conservative area, I was always taught that gay people choose to be that way, and they all die of AIDS and burn in hell. Ever since then, when I remember her taste (her brand of cigarettes), I get that fuzzy-headed memory of how great a kisser she was." Ħ. Her reacting like that made me feel like a kid again, in the best way. Nerves and excitement and chest heaving, and everything is vaguely hazy or fuzzy because it’s so hot you’re not thinking clearly anymore. She was so excited and responsive and nervous, and like that feeling when you were a kid and you kissed someone for the first time. We made out for a while and it’s like we were in a haze. As we kissed, I moved my hand to her neck, and she almost shuddered when she felt my hand on her skin. "Her heart was racing and she was breathing very deliberately. But it rocked us both to the core, and it sent us on a long journey, one we're still on." ĥ. It wasn't a passionate kiss, it wasn't a long kiss, I describe it as the kiss you give your spouse when you leave for work Ok, love ya, bye. Long story short, that was close to 30 years ago. Then she invited me to stay for the night in her hotel. A couple months later, she visited me, but we were seemingly back to platonic status.
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She escorted me to the door, we hugged, and then kissed, we had never done that before. We talked for a while, then it was time to go. She just happened to be my last stop before I left to go back to my duty station. "We were very good, platonic, friends for years.